Feel a bit deflated today. Went shopping with J and some of her mates today, including a couple. It made me miss all the couplely stuff I used to do with my ex. Just simple stupid stuff, like getting little kisses or holding hands. I miss doing things with someone. I don't miss him, I  just miss the intimacy. Also feel crap cos I've got nothing to do tonight, did have fun and got totally wasted last night but there is something so depressing about being single and alone on a friday night...

 Actually made me start thinking about K, wanted to see him tonight nearly text him but decided against it. He text me Wednesday night when he went out, which I was pleasantly suprised about. Its nice cos it means that person is thinking about you if they randomly text. Was hoping to see him Saturday night, but won't now because we're going to a house party and I doubt he'll come. Feel pretty gutted really. I like being with K, the sex wasn't great but the build up is good. Plus I think if he had a couple of drinks he'd be better cos he'd be more relaxed. Plus I get a sort of intimacy feeling from him. Might ask him to the house party...

Must remember not to get carried with it all, he's only around for a few months anyway and I'm only feeling like this cos I had a creepy lonely moment. And I'm horny

Bought some new underwear today with him in mind. Don't know when he'll get to see though as next Friday we're going to support my mate's gig and he's not coming. Hmmm will be on E so will have to make sure I don't send him any love texts haha. Hopefully might see him after if we all go back to the flat which we probably will and then I can get some! Rob will be there thinking about it... I can't believe I was soo hung up on him! It really makes me laugh thinking about it now .

Bugger, can't stop thinking about having sex with K.  Its gonna be a long night....