http://sooki-xx.blog.co.uk/en-EUhttp://backend.userland.com/rss092http://sooki-xx.blog.co.uk/http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/c0/e9515711d376044e0689aa5836934b_160x200.jpgI think the very point of blogs is to unload some of the tension we feel in our lives, thats certainly what mine is about.<br> I know how you feel about your situation with K. i love my boyfriend but sometimes I wish I didn't, its just a continual ache inside when I'm not with him. He's going away for a week, I can tell it's going to be a shit week. I was so not bothered about men before this and now, its just messed up my emotions.http://sooki-xx.blog.co.uk/2007/04/02/come_down_blues~2017251/#c3187756Mon, 02 Apr 2007 11:16:26 +0200Hope it's going well for you. You're probably there right now... :Dhttp://sooki-xx.blog.co.uk/2007/03/15/last_minute_panic_the_sudden_realisation~1906974/#c3037764Thu, 15 Mar 2007 21:06:42 +0100That, my blogging friend, is what I call a web of entanglement. Good luck unweaving it. Look on the bright side, it sounds pretty exciting!http://sooki-xx.blog.co.uk/2007/03/15/last_minute_panic_the_sudden_realisation~1906974/#c3034158Thu, 15 Mar 2007 13:21:46 +0100Threesome? K and Rob... Problem solved. Then you get to let them sort it out between themselves.<br> <br> You should just tell one of them that you're not interested, outright. You should also tell the other that you are interested and leave it up to him.<br> <br> All a guy wants is to know, for definite, that if he tries something that it won't fail.<br> <br> I had a similar thing with Valerie. We were both sure that we wanted each other... We'd even had sex already a few times, but neither of us wanted to be the first to say anything more than that just in case we had the wrong idea somehow.<br> <br> Just work out who you want the most--my guess is Rob in your case--and tell him you want to do whatever it is you're looking for. If he knows then he can only do one of two things. Either you're in, or K is there as a fall-back.<br> <br> Even if both of them say no--not gonna happen--then you get yourself out of this little worrying cycle, and can move onto another selection of random guys you hardly know! :D<br> <br> Yay for casual sex. It's not supposed to be as complicated as you're trying to make it.http://sooki-xx.blog.co.uk/2007/03/15/last_minute_panic_the_sudden_realisation~1906974/#c3031559Thu, 15 Mar 2007 01:49:23 +0100One girlfriend at 22 years old? I'm hoping, for his sake, that it was one really long-term relationship...<br> <br> Either that or he's just ugly.http://sooki-xx.blog.co.uk/2007/03/13/weekend_silliness~1894504/#c3026697Wed, 14 Mar 2007 17:26:20 +0100aw i didn't mean it like that! I should have specified that he's only had one girlfriend lolhttp://sooki-xx.blog.co.uk/2007/03/13/weekend_silliness~1894504/#c3013695Tue, 13 Mar 2007 01:37:55 +0100"lack of experience with girls (he is 22)"<br> <br> Ouch! Not everyone's a complete moron at 22, thank you very much! :P I can honestly say I've never requested a lock of someone's hair. Although it's <em>pretty fucking tempting</em> to go out and do it for a laugh now.http://sooki-xx.blog.co.uk/2007/03/13/weekend_silliness~1894504/#c3013675Tue, 13 Mar 2007 01:31:05 +0100I love reading about the complications of other people... Makes me feel less alone with my own. :D<br> <br> Good luck with the meal on Thursday! Sounds like you'll need it... And some alcohol probably wouldn't go amiss!http://sooki-xx.blog.co.uk/2007/03/08/is_it_just_me_or_do_thursdays_suck~1870967/#c3013653Tue, 13 Mar 2007 01:23:44 +0100